My Taylor Swift Diary

PLOT TWIST: This post is specially for Lilanie.

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Hey Sunshine!

"..Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking." - The Story of Us

During internship: sometimes, I'm left inside our office alone with all of the editors and writers. I find it awkward when someone gives a comment about something and the rest of the people would just ignore the other person. 

Really.

Don't you just hate that? Like, you're the only one who feels the awkwardness and the people are just meh. It's not fair!

 

"But we got bills to pay,
We got nothing figured out" -Mine

 

Okay-- having the 2-month leave was great news but realizing the fact that I won't receive pay is heartbreaking to think about.

And talk about bad timing, my eyes just upgraded to worse grades so that means I need new lens. And my head keeps aching 'cause my sight isn't balanced well.

I accept donations.
Money, not eyes.

On the contrary, I get to go to a lot of events for free and with complementary food to fill my stomach.

"But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right."- Back to December

If you're wondering about my love life, well.. it's going pretty well!

Stronger.
Weirder.
And slightly heavier.

I think we're both getting fat. Ha-ha!

(Hi, babe)

"All I know this morning when I woke
Is I know something now I didn't before."- Everything Has Changed

BISAYA.

I suck at Bisaya, Lani!

My internship is at BisDak Magasin and I am NOT a Bisaya! But I really really try my best! I just feel sad for my editors that they'll have to edit it a lot.

I'll move to TV5 this May and I think it'll be the same thing. I carry a notebook with me always and write down the new Cebuano words I learn.

"You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier" - Crazier

And despite the fun and positive things I post on my Facebook, I guess you know that I still have those sudden moods where I feel like I wanna-- you know, break down and just cry.

Which leads me to the main point of this post: I really miss you, Lani. You were my mom figure at work and I'm thankful that we became really good friends. Advance happy birthday! Lol. June pa, I know.

But hey-- I hope we can spend a day together.

Soon.

"I love you and that's all I really know." - Love Story

LOVE,


PLAYLIST:

Hey, Soul Sister by Train
Baby by Justin Bieber ft Ludacris
We Belong Together by Mariah Carey
Breakeven by The Script
Should've Been Us by Tori Kelly