GASP! Bloody Hell!

Happy is a heart that still feels pain.

The title of this blog post has nothing to do with this post.

*transition*

Easter is the season of rebirth. And today, we'll be born again for the greater good. If we choose to be, that is. For the past few days, I've been thinking about how all of my actions easily influences the people around me. If I say mean things, I'd ruin someone's day or if I ignore someone's effort, I'd leave them dumbfounded. I'm really sorry for everything. I'm sorry for what I have done, for what I've made you feel and for all the things I've missed out.

*cues Akon's Blame It On Me*


Haha. But seriously folks, I just wanna take this time to say how awful and guilty I feel everyday every time I hurt someone's feelings. Not that I do it all the time but, y'know. I'm that kind person that makes someone's emotions a pretty big deal.

Peace, everybody :D

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I spent nearly half an hour lying down on our office rooftop gazing at the moon last night while the clouds passed by it rapidly making imaginary rainbows right in front of me and it sort of made me smile. (Dangling modifiers.) I swear to God I barely blinked because the sight was just so beautiful that it made me forget about reality for a moment. And when it was time for me to go down, I was dragged back down to that sinking feeling of sadness inside me which is probably why I went to stop by the church this morning. I guess I was looking for someone who can talk to me without judging my decisions and praying helped. It really does. Look I'm not really that religious, but I believe in a certain deity. I guess what I adore about praying is the fact the you answer your own questions unknowingly.

Sometimes the only pay off for having any faith 

is when it's tested again and again everyday.

Happy Easter, everybody. Have a fun rebirth.

 

LOVE,

Everybody by Ingrid Michaelson

Four Five Seconds by Rihanna and Kanye West and Paul McCartney
1979 by Smashing Pumpkins (recommended)

Let It Be by The Beatles

Losing My Religion by R.E.M

P.S

It's Kurt Cobain's death anniversary. I've been reading his Journal and he's just beautiful.

The worst crime is faking it. - Kurt Cobain