Between You and Me

Congratulations to me! I made it to 4th year college! My school (beloved Cebu Normal University), just so happen to made us fill out a personal data sheet which by the way is three years late to give. Nevertheless, I just finished filling it out.

Now I know that what I wrote is something confidential for the school but I just can't help to share some to you.

FIVE YEARS AGO...

- I was still in Leyte and my mom was still alive. 

FIVE YEARS FROM NOW...

- I will prove to everyone who didn't believe in me that I can change even just a little part of this world for the better of humanity. 

I LOVE WHEN...

- I see genuine emotions from people; I just love how humane (strong or weak) we become despite of what we are labeled for.

I HATE WHEN...

- I can't sleep and when no one relates to what I say/feel/do. Ugh. 

THE FARTHEST PLACE I HAVE TRAVELED FROM HOME...

- is Dumaguete. It wasn't even planned very well but I had an amazing time.

I ADMIRE....

- Bravery among people.

...BECAUSE...

- It defies what they stand, believe and live for despite being judged and criticized by others.

WHAT IS A GOOD BOOK YOU HAVE READ AND WHY DID YOU LIKE IT?

- Peter Pan by J.M Barrie and I will never get tired of reading it because it makes me feel nostalgic and there's nothing more wonderful than feeling nostalgia.

TELL ME ABOUT A GOOD MOVIE YOU SEEN RECENTLY AND WHY YOU LIKED IT?

- Last night I watched Batman V Superman Ultimate Edition with my brother and it was incredible because if you're a fan of Batman and JLA in the comics or in other universes then it will give you chills and that's exactly what I felt.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF MUSIC?

- I don't have a favorite 'kind' music because I listen to almost every genre for as long as it triggers some sort emotion or imagination inside my head-- it will range from Mozart to The Beatles to Lady Gaga and other artists in between.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?

- I can't play any sport because I suck at those BUT if you'll ask me what favorite sport I like to watch then it would be soccer because of the huge field and the people cheering.

WHAT ARE TWO COMMON ACTIVITIES YOU DO WHENEVER YOU GET HOME?

- Listen to music and talk to my family. 

WHAT WISH DO YOU HAVE FOR SOMEONE ELSE?

- I wish for the people in the Middle East to stop fighting. 

I DAYDREAM ABOUT...

- Another world where I succeed on most things I have failed in this world.

I AM CURIOUS ABOUT...

- NASA's secrets and why my ex cheated on me. 

THE TITLE OF A BOOK ABOUT MY LIFE WOULD BE...

- Stay Alive. 

RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING:

- I was raised as a Catholic.

PRESENT AFFILIATION: 

- Deism. I believe God exists but He doesn't interact or bother us. We are the one's responsible on how our life goes and we only need love on most things.

IS RELIGION AN IMPORTANT PART OF YOUR LIFE?

- Sort of.

WHY/WHY NOT?

- It guides me, somehow-- morally. Although with or without it, we should know good from bad and right and wrong in certain situations. 

ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXPERIENCING STRONG EMOTIONS?

- YES.

IF YES, DESCRIBE:

- It's a cross between anger and perplexity because I was betrayed and I crave for ice cream and pizza.

DO YOU MAKE DECISIONS BASED ON YOUR EMOTIONS?

- Yes, sometimes. But I rely mostly on intuitions.

HOW WELL DOES IT WORK FOR YOU?

- Not quite well because I tend to make irrational decisions that makes me feel stupid.

DO YOU HAVE WHAT YOU WOULD CONSIDER AS CHILDHOOD OR OTHER TRAUMAS?

- I am scared of losing people and not being able to tell them how significant their part was on my life and how I loved them.

HAVE YOU HAD ANY THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE?

- Strangely, yes.

IF SO, WHEN?

- Between Yolanda and my mother's death. 

DO YOU HAVE THOUGHTS OF IT NOW?

- Not yet. And I don't want to.

LOVE,

PLAYLIST:

Spaceman by The Killers

Strange Love by Halsey

No Way No by Magic

Helpless by Philippa Soo

Mr. Jones by Counting Crows