L is For The Way You Look At Me

Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs
And what's wrong with that? - The Wings, Silly Love Songs

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 Hi.

Valentine's Day-- I love the idea that between our busy lives, there's this one day to remind someone they're loved and special. I'm anti-bitter so if you are-- shoo!

O is for the only one I see

Here's a rock fact for you:  I broke up with my lover days before Valentine's Day. I'm not sure if he's reading this right now but if he is, I just want him to know how much I love him and that I will always love him despite of the disappointments and mess he made. My mother told me it's normal to have a huge fight but if it's the same big fight over and over again: get out. Which is really ironic because mom and dad always have this big argument over the same old thing and they still managed to stay strong. I don't know how they do it. I wish I knew so that I wouldn't have given up that easily.

I guess I carry shitloads of emotions that I breakdown easily. So I'm sorry for not fighting for us in the last round. 

V is very, very extraordinary

But I had fun and I learned a lot from that relationship. To be honest, I don't regret him at all. He managed to make me happy. He was one of the reasons I have the energy to work and study. He's the reason why I laugh inside the jeepney, why I wear girly clothes or why I have a good night sleep.

The only sad part though, is that we don't have any evidence of our relationship. Like, y'know- for the world to know. We were jerks and we were cowards. We only have those messages for each other that will probably be deleted after I post this. So I kind of hate that part. 

*silence*

*sigh*

I'll be fine.

Happy Valentines Day!

E is even more than anyone that you adoreeee~


LOVE,
 

The Way You Look Tonight by Frank Sinatra
No. 1 Party Anthem by Arctic Monkeys
Lights by Journey
Brown Eyes by Lady Gaga
Now That I Found You by Allison Krauss