Mother(less) Day

"All your faults can't make me love you less. Please be strong for me. Don't be sad because I'll start crying again."

Mom said that days before she died. I was a weakling and I told her I feel like I'm a worthless daughter to her. She cried so hard that day. I could have swore she felt like she blamed herself for what I was feeling. 


I've always celebrated Mother's Day preparing breakfast for my mom or making this really corny card  or giving her flowers. This year, I celebrated Mother's Day eating breakfast alone. No more cards. No more cake. No more laughs. Only flowers. Flowers to remind me that that I don't  have a mom. The though always brings me down and I start to tear apart and cry. People try to tell me that she's in a better place and I should be happy. But I don't buy it. They don't have the slightest clue how excruciating the pain is every time I wake up every morning thinking mom's dead. She's dead and I need to accept that and it's hard. 

Mother's Day was a day where I could honor all the mothers all over the world. And now it just became a day to remind me that I'm going to spend the rest of my life without a mom.


*ten minutes later*

Nevertheless *sniff sniff*, I want to greet all the momma, nanay, ina, mama, mum and moms out there :D  I also want to give a shout out to the women I call 'mom'. Thanks for letting me. Ha-ha. I'll stop soon. Or later. I present to you a doodle I made while I was halfway to being drunk.

You all did a great job and one day isn't enough for you to celebrate your awesomeness.



Mad Sounds by Arctic Monkeys
Madness by Muse
I'll Stand by You by The Pretenders
Here With Me by The Killers
Eye of the Needle by Sia


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