Time, Truth and Hearts

"Three words that ultimately define any display of greatness. This is how you do what cannot be done." 
- some random internet dude on Yahoo :)


Dear Yssa,

Bad news: Dad's in-love (or at least he claims he is..)
Good news: I am, too! 
Better news: This time, I'm not kidding. 

Remember this? Haha.

YSSSSSSSAAAAAAA~! Waaaaaaah! I don't actually care how barbaric my scream is for as long as I express how much I totally miss you right now. Life has been so less without you lately. Less fun. Less awesome. Less crazy. Less hyper. Less dramatic. Less everything! And more importantly, so less bo. Hahaha. Nah. Come on. You know how straight I am. I'm so straight like that Pisa tower. XD

I've been reading your blog posts lately and, wow, I mean, you're so sentimental all of a sudden. Some tight shiz going on there, huh? Uh huh. And yes, I totally agree with everything you said especially about time and communication as the basic foundation of love. Love is definitely not enough for a relationship to grow strong. There was this one Hispanic guy who goes by the name Donald (aka Don aka D for the money XD) who told me that sometimes it's not about love. "It's all about the time you spend with one another," he said, "Because I can fall in love with Beyonce right now and believe me nothing's gonna happen to us."

At first I thought he was being lunatic but everything he said (with the accent and all haha) seemed to make sense now; we should not take love for granted. Just because you're certain about how true that love may seem doesn't mean there's no room for expanding it. The universe is your limit. 

Don't screw things up. Unless it's not worth it. 

Can I now proceed on how my week has been? Haha.


I just turned 19 last week.

Aaaaaaaaaaaand I'm still not feeling anything. Maybe because of all the drama that has happened recently in the last few months. Wanna look back? Nahh. Let's move. I'm holding on to this life and nothing should get in my way! On guard! 

When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more sun?
If you can hold on,
If you can hold on,
Hold on

I've actually come to the decision of making a new year's resolution of my rebirth. Yes, you heard me right, I'm going to address 'birthdays' as 'rebirths' now and yes, I'm serious about the whole resolution thing. I know I have broken a lot of promises especially to myself BUT I mean it this time. This time, it's gonna happen. To be fair, I have dragged down some of my family members and friends to monitor my actions to somehow help me. And to be fair-er, I'll publish it here. Game.


KYLA'S @#$%$&^% 

1) I won't be lazy. Like, ever. *deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep sigh* And this goes to school. If you're my classmate, please, I'm begging you: HELP ME.

2) No more shopping. UNLESS necessary or with permission from Dad or if the item happens to relate with your favorite artists. Ha! 

3) No more drinking. 

4) Sound more friendly. 

5) Save money. 

6) Save money.

7) Sleep more. But not to the extent that I'll violate #1. 

8) Try to socialize at school.

9) Try to socialize at work. 

10) Blog every week. 

Failure to these will be subject to the consequences of the person who is monitoring me. I trust you.

If there's one thing that I have learned in my years of existence here in the galaxy, it would probably be facing the fears you have in life. I have to admit, the greatest fear that I have is trusting someone. And right now, I'm slowly in the process of having the courage to let go of the doubt that I feel with everybody I come across to. It may be risky but, hey, at least I'll learn something from it. Eventually. 

I mean, we're all gonna fall off that cliff anyway and believe me, on the back of our mind we're scared we're gonna die but deep inside our hearts, we're hoping to live. (Which btw, is really impossible if we think about it literally XD)

So... are you gonna take the risk with me?



All These Things That I've Done by The Killers
I Can't Give You Anything But Love by Tony Bennett and Lady Gaga
Find You by Zedd ft. Matthew Koma and Miriam Bryant
Prairie Girl by Rah Rah
Shower by Becky G


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